Thursday, August 4, 2011

My desire

I have a hunger that no food can satisfy. I have a thirst that no amount of water could quench. I have a yearning that can only be fiilled by one thing. Knowledge of that which is unknown. Forbidden truths and secret lies. What is hidden must come to light. Time both covers and uncovers all.

Friday, June 10, 2011

She didnt even pick up the phone..

Theres nothing like having your perfect day ruined by being stood up on a date. Now what do I do with my night since I took the night off work?  :-/

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Frozen like a 1st time skydiver

I feel like I'm stuck at an open hatch on a plane. I have my chute on and I know I'll probably be fine, but even though I want to take a running jump into the sky of change, I just can't. I'm frozen by metaphorical "what-ifs".
Someone push me..

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

A River of Change

When I first started this blog, I named is "change is ..necessary" for an obvious reason. I needed a change in my life. At that point I had been living mostly in seclusion for a year. My girlfriend would come stay from time to time and I would go out if I needed to buy something, but other than that, I kept out of sight.
After all the experiences I had with the military, all I wanted was to be left alone. I had some money saved up, so I just used what I needed and I basically lived a 'lazy' life for an entire year. Of course, just like the saying goes, nothing lasts forever.

So fast forward to now. Since I've started this blog, I'll admit I have undergone some changes. Up until now, they were fairly minor, but necessary changes. I got a job, car broke down, bought 1st new car, make horrible full coverage insurance payments..
Now I have a big change coming. An enormous change.. Like a tsunami forcing it's way through anything in it's path. Ive dated my girlfriend for over a year now, but lately I'd dwell on the thought that I know she is not the one for me. We get along pretty well and she's nice, but she's not who I'm supposed to be with.
I hate to hurt her feelings like this, but it would be wrong of me to keep going along with our relationship if I don't feel the same about her.

Now for another part of the change. Like two magnets being drawn together by energy, I've encountered a very unique person. The unique part about it is there is a feeling of energy that seems both strangely unknown and familiar.. This week is going to be a jump into a river of change.

--Lieam

Monday, May 23, 2011

The time has come

My time has come..

Who would have thought this all started with a google search. Six months after falling down a rabbit hole, I am now being welcomed into what I can only describe as an agent of change.