A River of Change

When I first started this blog, I named is "change is ..necessary" for an obvious reason. I needed a change in my life. At that point I had been living mostly in seclusion for a year. My girlfriend would come stay from time to time and I would go out if I needed to buy something, but other than that, I kept out of sight.
After all the experiences I had with the military, all I wanted was to be left alone. I had some money saved up, so I just used what I needed and I basically lived a 'lazy' life for an entire year. Of course, just like the saying goes, nothing lasts forever.

So fast forward to now. Since I've started this blog, I'll admit I have undergone some changes. Up until now, they were fairly minor, but necessary changes. I got a job, car broke down, bought 1st new car, make horrible full coverage insurance payments..
Now I have a big change coming. An enormous change.. Like a tsunami forcing it's way through anything in it's path. Ive dated my girlfriend for over a year now, but lately I'd dwell on the thought that I know she is not the one for me. We get along pretty well and she's nice, but she's not who I'm supposed to be with.
I hate to hurt her feelings like this, but it would be wrong of me to keep going along with our relationship if I don't feel the same about her.

Now for another part of the change. Like two magnets being drawn together by energy, I've encountered a very unique person. The unique part about it is there is a feeling of energy that seems both strangely unknown and familiar.. This week is going to be a jump into a river of change.

--Lieam